Almost Empty Nest

[goldeylox]

An update, again.
Spring was not very good for Goldey, but I finally started to perk up again after a med adjustment and am feeling better. Lately I've found where I've come "full circle" and am able to be available to those who are struggling in a much healthier way (meaning I have better boundaries).
I'm stuck as far as making progress in the M.
The bottom line, I just don't love him.
However, I am doing very good work with IC (who does not recommend MC at this time).

So, I'm taking care of Goldey. Sleeping better, eating better, exercising a little better and volunteering as I am able. I miss working. It used to be such a big part of my identity, now it is a distant memory. And sure, it would be nice to have a better financial outlook, but not at the risk of going back to that very dark place I was three years ago.

Peace,
Goldey