The closer it gets to him leaving, the angrier I get. I know he needs to figure some things out. He even said he would think about our relationship and the pissibility of us staying together. He is still saying he doesn't know who he is and he needs to get his life back on track.

I was honest and told him that I didn't think our M would survive him leaving. Me getting over him choosing to leave is something I really can't see right now.

And of course we can still talk everyday and tell each other I love you. Yes, because that's exactly what you do when you leave your wife. He's nuts!

I wonder if he'll sleep in bed with me tonight or on the couch. So much craziness...


Me:37
H:GONE

Happy and loving life.