Odga, I missed your post and I apologise for that. I would hazard to guess that the best thing about my hitting the wrong button last night was that it saved everyone here from having to endure another one of my lengthy posts
Yeah, I admit it...I'm WORDY
And it was a positive for H to be in a better mood. Granted, it wasn't the great mood I have gotten used to here recently but it was better then when he was yelling at me. Thank you odga
Kitti, Thanks for looking out for me lady Your right, I am making too much out of it and I really should know better. Guess I just needed to wallow a lil bit. Even us strong types need to take off the armor once in awhile
Positives huh, my memory is kinda sucky right now. See right there is something I forgot...Zoo should not try to be reasonable or try to R talk the day after she has a seizure...Zoo ALWAYS makes a mess of things then because her mouth and her brain function as two totally seperate entities. Dumb Zoo, very,very dumb
Things to Remember 1. Seizures=Brain Fart...do not talk about anything remotely connected to R until at least 3 days have passed after this occur.
2. PMS/DMS and Endo...Pain and hormones are not a good combination. Refrain from emotional issues when these things occur. Emotional issues are not life-or-death and it won't hurt anything, other then your feelings, for them to wait awhile.
3. A combination of all the above is tantamount to the explosion of a nuclear warhead. If taken to extreme they could alter life as you know it. Best thing to do is curl up in a ball and read a book at times like this rather then open mouth and insert foot. Wait until your mind clears and the pain is gone to tackle anything serious.
Positives for today (I really am fuzzy about last week, I'm sure there were positives but I can't remember):
1. H was not as angry as he was yesterday before he went to work.
2. H DID come home for supper rather then stay at work to avoid me yesterday.
3. H was curteous on IM tonight. He said brb when he went away from the comp while talking to me. This was something I asked him to do a couple of weeks ago so he wouldn't have a bunch of annoying IM's hanging there because I didn't realize he was gone. He hasn't been real good at this but remembered tonight
4. H sent me ILY smileys on IM and seemed more upbeat and more animated(less one word responses ).
5. H is still coming to me/seeking me out to kiss and hug me good-bye.
6. H is still saying ILY first most of the time.
Hugz, Zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi
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