I have been seeing an individual counselor ever since October, 2009, right after i discovered her and his love letters and poems. Still going every week.
She is so insensitive now-a-days. When she was over to visit our son last Wednesday, she said how she was eliminating Toxic people from her life recently. She said she blocked her 1st cheating boyfriend from her FaceBook page recently because he was a jerk.
She said she did that 2 1/2 years ago when we were attending marriage counseling. So, the guy she initially chose to break up our marriage and family for is now finally a jerk.
She blocked me from her FaceBook page 1 month after she moved out right after i took our son on a 3 day vacation to a water park in the Wisconsin Dells during last years spring break.
Bad feelings of loneliness and sadness come in waves still. I made mistakes but also showed and told her how much i loved her every day, or so i thought.
I just found some other things she wrote about how much she loved me and our son that was dated just 2 months before her mom got sick, hospitalized and eventually died.
I should have known to be there more for her for support. This should never have gotten to this point.
I am still working on bettering myself, but thoughts like that keep coming back.
I will add a signature line later when i go use the library computer.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012
