Makes sense about looking for positive signs too soon. I need to accept that she is just being polite and civil which is still a better state to be in than her being cold, rude, or downright mean towards me.
I see what you mean about being woosy and that isn't attractive either. I'll be sure not to consciously make any contact with her since she doesn't want it. Since she is still sleeping in the same bed as me I'll make sure I start off to my side and if I touch her while unconscious in my sleep I'm not going to keep apologizing. I'll simply tell her that I understand she doesn't want to be touched and I'm not doing it on purpose. I won't say "I'm sorry" and hang my head again.
“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln
