Ms. Fierce, I have been thinking about you lately and wondering how you are. I hope you are well. (((((( ))))))))
Bug, I think it is a combination of the two. I think there is excitement about the possibilities but a bit of left over fear that I will not be able to handle it. I have been tracing that fear back in my life recently and know the roots but have not been able to dig them up and throw them out yet.
Long run, thanks for stopping by. it will happen and surprise you when you least expect it. the people here can be such a huge help, you are in the right place.
AS, bug is right, they do increase.. and it is such a good time to look deep within yourself and grow. it makes it feel like the pain has a purpose.
Busting, my dear sister... I had a really fun weekend.. I kept busy bicycling, swimming, spending time with friends and bought a new outdoor ping pong table for fun. I woke up a few times last night and felt unsettled... and I think that is the stuff that is unfinished about the D.. STBXW has not responded to an email a week ago about some tax stuff that needs to be completed in the next 2 weeks and it s a lot of work. ..
and her bday is this week on Thursday. Text or not? How is everyone else handling WAS Bdays?
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
