Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

I have been having a lot of vivid dreams lately about my W. I work so hard to detach my feelings during the day that I think it all comes out when I am sleeping. Mostly in my dreams she is telling me why she can't be with me. It doesn't make a whole lot more sense in my dreams than out here in the real world. Has anyone had an issue with this? How do you overcome something that happens subconsciously? I wake up so emotional and depressed because of this and it ruins like the first couple hours of my day until I can get my head out of the clouds.