best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Had a great time climbing today. Going through this has been great for me as far as climbing goes. I seem to have a lot less fear when I am on the rock.

What stinks is that when we got in the car to go home my head instantly started spinning with thoughts of my sitch. But I guess that is the way that it will go. Time heals all wounds. I think my best bet is to turn the lights down a little more.