Hey IB! Sorry you are having a rough day. I am not looking forward to leaving this house either. But it no longer feels like a family home to me. I am not sure where I will end up, but I know it will be my space and I will do the best I can to make it my home.
I hope you can do that for yourself. I was just outside working in the yard with my X and it seemed so pointless. And I put my yoga smile on and smiled everytime I walked by him.
I keep thinking that silly saying: Everything will be alright in the end. If it's noy alright, it's not the end.
Do not be embarassed. Hold your head high and be the wonderful lady you know you are. Sending you a pretend tiara to wear and know you are a worthy person! (And stick that yoga smile on as you are wearing that tiara!)
Aloha,
Wendy
Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32 D final 9/12 Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!