Sage: Thank you for dropping by Sage and offering encouragement. I can say that it isn't pleasant in the least being self-aware...I shudder to think what a psychologist would say about some of the conversations that go on in my head At least I'm wrestling this demon on my own and not dragging H into it...not that he is aware of anyway

Water: Nothing much really happened when H came home. He seemed to be in a good mood. I did nothing regarding my assumptions, no questions, no acting pissy. I finished reading a book I had started and left H pretty much to himself the rest of the night. I figured I was safer that way

Hugz,
Zoo

"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm." - Mahatma Gandhi