This morning I felt like my old self, happy, free and light. I do not think I have felt that way since this started, even when i have been happy there has always been a nagging heaviness in my heart, a catch in my throat. This morning felt amazing..

and it showed me that I and all of us here will get through this to better days, no matter what...

Thanks for stating that. I am still far from such a point but your post gives hope that the sadness will eventually subside.