The scary thing is that H is pretty self sufficient... this am he got the kids dressed and out the door and with snacks... so now I am feeling unnecessary. That is a VERY scary feeling when you don't feel like you are needed...

So now it's unappreciated and "not needed." The not needed part echoes back to my job and those feelings of worthlessness that led me to OM #2 in the first place. OM #2 was speaking my "love language" and H was not. Ugh. What a mess. I hope we can start MC again soon.

At least I have a good 2 hours of cry time before I have to face H again... or, more accurately, attend my son's soccer game where he will be. I HATE this!!

Me54, H53
M 23, T 25
S20, S18
BD: April 2024
Moved out: August 2024

Love means not giving up on someone even if they've given up on you.

"Being right is the booby prize of life." - Susan Page