Quick bit of Journaling... All my plans for this weekend feel through, so it's been a long couple days stuck in my mind and getting nervous for this Friday... Trying to figure out how I'm going to act and react...

Do I stick around all night Friday, helping her pack and laying the groundwork for "the conversation"? She asked for my help and I told her a month ago that if she came alone, I'd help her pack... but her friend is still coming down on Saturday... So I'm not sure. I definitely WANT to stick around and help her, mostly because It's been so long since we've even been in the same room, and obviously I miss her terribly... But I don't want it to be seen as weak or pursuing. I think that would be rectified pretty quickly after I speak with her about the sitch, but I'm not sure.

I'm sure I'll be posting plenty throughout the week, and I'm sure I'll get plenty of words of advice and encouragement from you wonderful people, so thanks in advance for that.

For today, I'm going to try to head out with some friends and get my mind off of this for a few hours. Happy Sunday fellow DBers and a special shout out to the Freshman class of 2012!