Hi Eyesopen,
I can only imagine how you are feeling. I feel bad to read your latest post.
No wonder your hands are shaking.
I have no advice re sitch as I haven't experienced OP in my M.
But what I would say is:
Pause before you react to what you uncovered yesterday
Think about what you say because you can't take it back
I know you want to do something, anything
But finding her there again changes little, you confirmed your suspicion that's all
Now you need to develop a strategy.
I doubt she'll react well to finding out, you chkd up on her
And she won't hear any of your words after working that out.

I'm sure a vet will be along shortly to help.
Just wanted to let you know, you're not alone
Tumbling


ME41 H39
T12 M9
Ilybinilwy 10/2010
H moves out 11/2010
H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011
Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012
Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-)
"Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"