Ok, I see a part of me there. Not the not letting go of past transgressions so much as I want someone to convince me I'm wrong so I can believe what I really want to believe anyway.
But, most of the time it doesn't work too well anyway. Sometimes it does.
It has to be logically presented by someone whose thinking I trust more than my own. Which is a lot of people's!
But what I am finding is I actually have to figure it out for myself and believe it inside myself. It HELPS to have people tell me things or point out things they see, but the actual decision to believe or to trust or whatever has to come from inside me.
This isn't any help and now I'm rambling on your thread so I will shut up.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
