am I too late - Hi, I read over your thread today - You do such a great job at answering your own questions.
Your thread is full of your own thinking and planning, then your reflect on how your decisions may affect your future with w: I still am undecided about the, ..... What If, ..... What if she changes her mind and gets back to AA recovery.
I do the same thing, it can really hold you back to the point of regret. Keep moving forward, do what you feel is right. Life doesn't stay still for anyone.
You sound like an awesome dad, that is were your decision making comes from instinctively, for him. Stay on track for your son!
Maybe reread your own thoughts...see clearly that you may already have your answers, it's just a scary step forward. If your w one day wants to make the changes in her, I'm sure she will have your number to come find you!
A pumpkin farm sounds fun...hope my d18 thinks so
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
