Ive spent nearly half of my life with her.Well, I guess I'm a db failure. Gal'ing, friends, family, therapy, meds, - nothing dulled the pain. The D is final. There is OM too. Strange... I hate her now, but still love her and wish our family was together. Regrets and sadness still eat away at my soul... Tried to fake it, staying positive-- but detachment seemed impossible. She is gone- I feel lost. I made such progress but the jealousy caused backsliding-- she flaunted the om purposely like a cold calloused monster. What now- the future seems so desolate. I'm trying to move in... I feel like I'm dead inside, but the pain reminds me that I'm still here. Maybe someday she'll regret being such a whore and destroying our family.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
