I've cried a few times in front of H recently and he's asked what's wrong. Part of me has been tempted to do what you did because I feel like pouring my heart out, which is totally not DB, so I've resisted. Maybe I will be able to do that in the letter that I write to H. But it does seem like your sitch has been improving somewhat since then, even though your H has given you no expectations of where you may end up.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together