Sitting on the Blanket

[labug]

So happy for you Busting!

[bustingout]

Thanks labug (((( )))) how are you?

[needgrace]

good morning dear busting,

I love to hear that you are happy with where you are right now and who you are. Your post makes me smile and feel so calm, warm and happy inside..

because your spirit is infectious busting.. your warmth and compassion have radiated out to me and to others here from day one. you are one very special lady and i feel so very blessed to be at the picnic with you.

i am so so HAPPY today that you are seeing it too... the beauty of who you are. i think that is what the picnic is all about.

you have truly been my sister in spirit... love you, busting.

[bustingout]

NG- ((((( )))))

Thank you so so very much. I am going to carry your words with me today. Thank you.

The picnic, you, zig, LITB, j3b, vero, NLW, vera, and so many many others have helped me so much....help I had desperately needed, and still need.

I am still on shaky ground...I can feel the waves still going through at times...a wave of fear..then it passes....a wave of panic...then it passes....you get me?

But sitting through it....


Love you so much NG... Thank you for all you have given me.

[needgrace]

oh yes...the waves, busting... sometimes they feel like Hawaii size still, we are definitely becoming pro surfers!

but i find that they happen less frequently and don't last as long..

i am not sure if i said this to you before, but it helps me to know.. that i read on here somewhere that the frequency and duration of the feelings decreases before the intensity.. i find that to be true. and i like knowing that i am healing and moving forward even if it feels overwhelming still at times..

i am also working on uncovering my unconscious beliefs with zigs help on the alt.. i think that is my next big step. it is helping me understand more about how and why i self sabotaged my M..

love you busting! (((((((((((( )))))))))))))

[bustingout]

Looks like I need to get on the alt!! Lol!!

Ok I think I am ready

Actually here is a laugh for you all.. I am at a party and really have not drunk that much but tripped on my heal and yes... Fell on my a$$ in my dress on the dance floor. Very embarrassed but trying to play cool. Feel like such a fool . Oh well. Nice party overall.

[NLW]

Hey Busting - stop trying to draw attention to yourself.

And see if you can get the photos/video before someone posts them on FB!

But seriously, you are at a party - and on the dance floor! YAY!

I'm in bed in my jarmies tapping on keys. Haven't talked to an adult not related to me in days....

I trade you a dance-floor tumble for that!

[afa75]

NG, funny you mention becoming a pro surfer because of these waves. During one of my recent ones, I was wishing I had a surfboard. Lol.

Busting, glad to hear you're out GALing; and that you hot back up after the fall.
More symbolism?

[keep_going]

Busting,

I am so happy to see your progress and how much better you are doing.
I am in a similar place in my journey and feeling better every day. So nice to be able to walk alongside someone like you !

(((((busting)))))

[needgrace]

busting... you should have busted out some break dancing moves like you fell on purpose.. LOL..

love you!!