best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Wow, a day after a nice phone call I get a call about filling out paperwork for a D together. I told her it is not what I want and I won't help. I listened and tried to validate when I could. She went on about how she isn't able to do certain fun things with the kids because of money. I think she thinks somehow a d is going to make her better off financially. But based on the research that I have done, she is in for a rude awakening. Maybe that is what she needs. I also told her that my heart is open, and although I would like to share it with her, I will make someone very happy. Then I said the thing that I am having the hardest time with is that I don't want to share the kids with someone else. I don't want to give her influence to anyone. And that I don't want anyone else to raise them but me. So in the end she said she is going to hire someone to help with the paperwork. All this a day after she mentioned both of us taking the kids to a play together. Man am I confused.