Argh! There was me thinking I could take it or leave it but there was no text this morning. Guess 3 word texts do have meaning to me!
On the drive to work I heard a song on the radio that made me think of H. He used to sing it when we first got together. I listened for a while and my eyes welled up (so tumbling does feel something still) so I changed channels. I text him when I got to work to say I had heard that old song and it had made me smile. I don't expect him to reply.
Looking back that was me trying to get a need met. It seems when I hear from him, no matter how small I do get all tangled up again. I so need to stay focused on me. Tumbling
