okay guys Snodderly and t you are right. I guess i don't want that separation in my heart of hearts.I feel a bit better tonight. H is out sailing with buddies. For now I will keep to daughters room at night. So h knows i mean business.
It's not just about being right it's about him actually doing something to regain trust. H is a wet dishrag about doing anything at all right now. Yes it's probably that mlc but I always kinda let him have his way and now that I have stood up to him it has made me feel better. I guess I had to get to the end of my rope and not be afraid anymore.
The ball's in his court and I will wait and see if h wants to do something now that the faithful hound dog (me) has given him a warning growl. He did say in a text today "know this, I still love you" What kind of love? ya got me.
