You're trying to control this and you can't. That makes fixers like us very anxious so we itch to do something to hurry it along, or fix it, or just a nudge in the right direction.
Let it go, even if you get to this point:"I wonder if it will make matters worse from my side as I become more take it or leave it/BORED." maybe that's where it's supposed to go.
Relax, it will all work out.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
