Oh Irma,
This is the hardest part isn't it?

I think I could cope with just about all of this - even the bills that I struggle to pay - if it wasn't for the spectre of that OW hanging around.

I don't know what to say to make you feel better, other than to let you know that I feel exactly the same.

My heart goes out to you. Remember that you have so many friends here.

Best,
NLW.