Sorry so late on this response Wendy have been kinda busy....all is good in Texas still pretty hot for the end of sept. but hey...what can u do.......today my children 29 and 18yr.old finally met with my ex's new wife the same one who he had an affair with 13 yrs. ago and the one he fell back in love with again and married this time. For the longest time they did not want to meet with her i think because for the longest time I didnt want them to..but something inside me said that that is enough..time to let all the hostility and let them know it was ok with me that they spend time with their dad and his new wife.. Funny I had such a sense of peace about it....but today when I actually saw her thru my window around my kids it made me sad all over again... felt the pain of the div all over again...the THAT WAS MY LIFE thought all over again.I had not had those feelings or thoughts in a very long time. I am happy as much as I can be except when the bills come due and I have to make it work...I love to coupon go to a movie talk with my bff and be with my family and spend time with God.. But today has been a crybaby day for me all the old feelings creeping back up on me.....and I dont know how to stop it..... I guess I need to get back in my prayer closet and LET GO AND LET GOD......IRMA
