I think I am going through something and getting to the other side. Not sure. Don't want to jump the gun.
But something is happening is bustingville for sure.
I am happy with what and where I am right now. Do I miss H? Yes. But he needs to be happy and do what makes him happy.
I am can now clearly see my journey and my path. I can finally see how this is separate from the path H wants to be on now. I don't now what stage I am at right now ( grieving, denial, acceptance, forgiveness, etc... I don't know). But am doing my best to let myself be carried through it until I get to the other side. No resistance.
((((( )))))
Ps I love this picnic
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home