best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

This kind of goes with my last post, it is about saying thanks. My w comes from a family that would say thanks for everything. Where my family was raised with proper manners, we just didn't say thank you as much as hers. It is something that she used to ask me to do. Thinking I could do a 180 there, but again don't want to come off as sucking up. Also wondering about compliments? I know sandi2 advises against it, but today when I picked the kids up I couldn't help but notice how amazing she looked. I am to the point where I am starting to be attracted to other women. Not like in the beginning when I could recognize beauty in women but felt nothing towards them. Just trying to figure out how to subtly flirt with her. Trying to be the lighthouse. Sandi if you are out there, would love to hear from you. Your straight forwardness always seems to keep me in check.