An Exercise For Forgiveness

[sage]

Had a super busy weekend...too much studying...lots of great positives from h. I've got a touch (not too much!) of the Monday blues this AM.

friday h and I spent the day in town...I had a few appointments and we both had a ton of studying so we essentially studied for 8 or so hours in the law school library. Yawn.!!!! Went out to dinner afterwards. it was an unbelievably long day.

Saturday I had the second (and final) installment of my cooking class with my dad. One of the things that I had done on friday was work on my resume...I've seen some interesting jobs of late and it needed to be retooled for my new career objectives...I left it with h on Saturday for comments and he had worked SO HARD on it...had reformatted it, added so much stuff to it. I can't believe what a GIANT positive this is...so much commitment and dedication and support. Sigh.

Had a wine tasting Saturday night at a friend's house...a few couples getting together for wine and food. OW's name came up while the "wives" were in the kitchen...as it always does. Kept my wide-eyed compassionate face on and didn't contribute to the convo. blech.

Yesterday we studied all day...well..did take a lovely walk around a nearby lake (saturday too!) but it was mostly hitting the books. Planned to watch the Oscars -- double yawn -- what a boring show it was!

I'm letting one of my classes really get to me and its just bumming me out...I was feeling so stressed yesterday that I forgot to appreciate and reach out to h. I'm regretting that today...wish I could have a "do over" where I'm sexy and fun and cute and charming instead of stressed out and grumpy and wanting to take a break. I need to pamper the man this week (and beyond!) for putting up with me!

h did SO MUCH in support of me this weekend (always!) so I asked him yesterday if I did things for him, too. His response was an earnest "you do so much" so that's a good thing.

Sage