I can see how these will be very tiny tiny steps...and its hard to take the lead knowing how vulnerable I am in this. So yes, very tiny tiny steps. Actually, I am not making a full effort at this. I am not initiating any calls or anything. Just continuing being upbeat calm and friendly with him. If there is a chance and if I feel like adding a little more to any texts or talks we have about the kids, I may do it. Like I said when I tried the other day, it was very very hard for me.
Hope you are well JustStunned. Thank you for your thoughts. I appreciate them.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home