What do you do when H just goes around in circles? Not remorseful about actions but wants to stay in the house. Wants me in our bed I think for comfort and seems to want to brush things under the rug. I keep harping on trust because it gnaws at me. H wants me to drop it. Wants to go away for the weekend. I told him I want him to go to counseling and go talk to a priest. H finally said he would but I can't be in same bedroom now. Then h said things would probably be better if he was dead. he has said this before and I would get all upset but I think its to guilt me so I change my mind. So I just said that wouldn't solve things. We sat in the living room and watched tv and h went to bed and I went to my d's room. I feel a little conflicted about what to do at times and then sometimes I want him out.
