Quote: I'm feeling refreshed and refocused after noticing yesterday that I've been a bit peevy over the last few weeks...it's a gradual mental shift (downward) that takes me a while to notice...the symptoms are that I start feeling really disconnected from h, I start ASSuming that he's uncomfortable or disconnected from me, etc. I'm sure that sounds strange given ALL the good stuff that goes on for us...but it's an internal thing...I start focusing on "is this real", "is this going to go away" etc and start freaking myself out. It REALLY translates into our interactions even though nothing changes outwardly.
I can definitely empathize with this I find myself in a similar state lately...only I don't FEEL like doing anything about it. That is very petty of me and while on one level I find it pretty disturbing ,on another level it is pretty much "I don't care".
Logic says that this is another one of those "stages". I for one find this one pretty scary considering how well I know myself. I can lock into distance mode and not even attempt to get out of it
Hugz, Zoo
"If patience is worth anything, it must endure to the end of time. And a living faith will last in the midst of the blackest storm."
- Mahatma Gandhi
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I find myself in a similar state lately...only I don't FEEL like doing anything about it. That is very petty of me and while on one level I find it pretty disturbing ,on another level it is pretty much "I don't care". 
