She is supposed to visit our son tonight and i still wanted to make dinner for her, but she does not want to give our son any confusion or false hopes.
I did not mention what i was planning, but i feel so lost and rejected and hurt syill, none the less.
I reread her texts multiple times just to be clear. This chit makes me obsessed.
At least i followed through and have materials ordered for a job to start tomorrow.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012