Starting to get paranoid there maybe an om as well. Grief I need to get a grip - felt positive earlier n then come crashing down! Getting really angry with w n trying to hold it in.
How do u people cope?
Rkyfat73,
Don't blow-up you will regret it. I blew up at my sitch two weeks ago with my w and I felt like I have undone some of my positives.
I'm the same emotions one minute happy then another minute fuming mad. We are in a bad sitch. In my sitch I know There's OM. Today is also my bad day of suspicions. But I promise myself this morning that I will not confront w.
My coping mechanisms lately is writing my feelings down here on the boards instead of w. Keep writing your feelings here to keep busy and hopefully it will diffuse.
Hang in there.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
