I guess i am still in the game...i think the OM is just a friend...I know that might be naive but you can feel these things after 13 years...I just hope when I get the talk it is that she is coming back..She said the girls ask all the time if she is coming back they are really pulling for it...I just hope and pray...hope and pray...I get the girls for the next week...I have to try not to debrief them too much...bad habit of mine...my brain feels like it has been scrambled lately...I am trying to get out and do things mostly things with friends has involved drinking and that is not good.
