Spoke to H twice. Both for kid reasons...was positive enough. I made an attempt to try and share a little of myself in one of the phone calls... A little of bit of my work life ( we have a paralympian bronze medalist coming to visit our school next semester and I am going to be part of the committee to organise a fundraiser while he is here to raise money for our own country's Special Olympic team...really excited).
He responded nicely enough ( thats great). But I was nervous doing this because I felt i was making myself too vulnerable, so I ended the conversation politely and said bye.
I would like to build a friendship but maybe not yet ready.....will see with time.
My feelings are drifting between strong positives, shallow blues and a slight ambivalence. Anyway, I am tired so I shouldn't really rate my feelings right now anyway...need a good night's sleep.
Take care all!
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
