3 years aftet D-Day and i finally registet

[Am I Too Late]

"The Saturday morning comment about things are going good for now and lets just take things slowly."

Then this doesn't mean anything. She likes not having you around unfortunately. Her "things are going good for now" comment is honestly how she feels because she doesn't have to face anything or take any blame.

Don't believe for a minute that it's because of you that she's finding all these OM. She actively seeks them out or is at least in the mindset of getting an OM. Swapping people when things start going wrong isn't truth and it isn't being honest with herself. Unfortunately she has to discover that for herself.

You don't have to be so nice to her you know.

I think her comment about things going good for now was that she finally has been back in touch visiting our son and that i didn't give her any hard time about it or lecture her about her being a bad mother.

She said several of her friends gave her chit about that.

I have internal anger and much frustration about this whole ordeal. It should not have happened. Why was i so frigging blind to any signs?

I only always wanted her to be a happily married mom and wife. I still Love her, at least who she was for the 1st 8 years, but even through all this past 3 3/4 years of chit, with as much care and concern and attraction that i felt when i decided to propose to her.

How can she feel that way for me again someday? And how could a mothet leave her only son? F'd Up!!!!!

I will keep on trying and learning the DB techniques and continue GAL too. It just [censored] the same amount every single day though.

What if the new guy is a decent person for her to date? So was i and i was and am a good husband and father.

Every place i go, i always have my son with me, which i am truly grateful for.

But she can go out all the time to have partying fun because she does not take on the every single day responsibilities of continuing to raise him, feed him, buy him clothes, get him to and pick him up from school and entertain him with a 9 year old lifestyle.

Just Venting my feelings


Ed