I'll try my hardest to sleep plenty leading up to her arrival. The day of, I'll probably be hitting the gym twice: Once in the morning before work, and once on my way home from work just before I see her for the first time in months.
I MUST focus on letting the crumbs hit the floor, as I'm SO hungry for her affection and attention. I MUST guard against being too open. Although I'll WANT to ask her to stay, I'm not sure that's a good idea... Although it would show to her that I'm fighting (one of her biggest complaints since leaving) and that I'm not letting her go easily (another big complaint since she's left) It may also submarine my efforts to tell her there will be no contact between us so long as OM is around...
Yes, me not being an option is a large part of my boundary. No option, no OM.
