I thought of posting what I'm feeling right now. Today is a possibility that W would have an EA. I didn't snoop on her just my suspicions today is great. There are some circumstances at her work that she don't have to be there but she still went.
I'm trying to be strong and to let this go but at the same time it keeps coming back and forth in my head. I want to keep on my DB tracks and thats why I'm posting to keep busy.
It's been positive the last few days. The other question I have is, should I check how she'd react if I try to hug her? It's almost a month now and no physical contact still sleeping in separate rooms. When do I ask w if we can sleep in same bed? It's been positive but feels like stuck in this sitch.
Do I keep waiting until she initiate everything? What if she's also waiting for me to make the move?
Looking forward for your comments/suggestions.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
