Although timing was there, I did not ask the infamous question. I was tired and distant again last night. H asked me what was wrong. He said I seemed like something was bothering me (Duh). I decided not to ask because I did not want to be lied too. I want evidence that the A is over and I just can't rely on his words so I didn't want to wasted much needed energy. Right now, I don't know if I will ever trust him again. Thoughts of leaving him have begun to enter my mind and I'm scared.
