Hi all, I am using my blackberry for this as have not had time at my this last day. So apologies if it is a little rough!
Thanks all for the comments and advice. It is helping. Nero, sry to here u going through this and u really have got stamina. I am just short of a month since BD and the reality still not set in properly.
Re reading signs the strangest thing happened las night. W is a big music fan and always burnin discs etc. Got home last night and she was doin her own compilation. I was makin dinner and not listening. However, she turned volume right up for kelly clarksons life [censored] without you and just sat there listening with me behind her preping food. Then turned it down and carried on. Later she went to looking at houses for rent again so guess if it was a sign it was fairly short lived. However, felt compelled to look at the lyrics!
I know I know am getting sidetracked on what w is thinking etc etc and shouldn't. But that got m questioning if there are signs how do u pick up on them and how do u react?
Guess she is still confused but it just seemed strange how she turned the volume right up - then again she cld just like the song I suppose!
Anyway, back to work and thanks all - I will do a more detailed post when I can get on the computer.
Take care all and I will stop obsessing about what w is doing!
