GAL and T~ Ugh, teenagers! Of course, the age I hate, again, not finding God's sense of humor funny on that one (no baby for you, but your H will turn into an adult teenager!) Thank you both and thank you too ReachingHigher!
~updates~ Well the good news, my fever and headache are gone,well the flu induced headache anyway!(sense of humor still intact today LOL). I have still spent waaaay more time in my bathroom today than I would ever want to spend!
My mother, God love her, drove the whole way down here to give me a hug while I'm sick! (ok, so she had other stuff to do in the surrounding area, but it made me feel special!) She also brought me some Coke.
I guess it was meant to be that I called off sick today (which I have not done in the 2 1/2 years I've worked at my current job), because I had a really good/interesting conversation with my mom, I guess more ways God is showing me I can back off he's got this all under control.... idk...
One of the random things my mom brought me was a refrigerator magnet that she randomly bought for me at a bookstore, T it reminded me of you because of your quote, it reads: "just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly..." Oddly timed it deed....
Also oddly timed, mom told me about a very vivid dream she had about 3 months ago, she said she didn't tell me about it before because she knew it would make me cry. She said it was a good dream though. I told her to go ahead and tell me, so she did.
In her dream she and her H came to visit me and H and we were at our house, but it wasn't the house we currently live it that she could tell anyway. She said we came up to them all smiles and were trying to decide who would tell them. So eventually she said I told her we were having a baby. She said in the dream she knew it was a girl and she was going to have dark hair, she even knew a name. She said we were so excited in the dream her and I were jumping up and down, talking about everything we had to do since we had gotten rid of all our stuff and H just laughed and rolled his eyes (that would have been something he would have done).
It did make me cry a little, but it was a happy dream, who knows what will happen there is always hope. I felt bad for mom though too, because she was like your H was like the old, fun him.
Just before mom left H came home, he scurried back to his room and shut his door, heaven forbid an interaction....
Later he came out and still seeming like talking to me was annoying he actually asked if I was ok and if I needed anything. I said I am feeling better and briefly told him what was wrong. I also added there were ribs in the fridge if he wanted any (mom brought them from their restaurant, no I did NOT eat them in my flu state. LOL) He of course refused to eat them, but whatever.
