One thing I'm learning about my H is that what he says at night during our intimate moments may not have much to bear on what happens the next day.
Not that I'm expecting much, and maybe I'm getting impatient, but this morning things were no different with H. He didn't want to be touched at goodbye time. He doesn't want to do a family outing on Saturday now, even though he said he would last night.
To make matters worse a parent at the school today told me to "be careful" around this neighbor - the one who has all the parties. I don't suspect anything between her and H but I know better than to trust her. She is definitely not my friend. One day I will need to tell H how I feel about their R but not just yet.
I like your advice, Denver, to just love him, because that's all I think I can do right now. Have not read 5 LL but will order the kindle copy today... I know I've made some progress but why does he revert the next day? It's like a spell that wears off and it frustrates me...
Me54, H53 M 23, T 25 S20, S18 BD: April 2024 Moved out: August 2024
Love means not giving up on someone even if they've given up on you.
"Being right is the booby prize of life." - Susan Page
