Today I began to feel something odd about my sitch. H and I still remain in the same house. I still cook and shop for the house. We both still work and pay our bills. We have begun to have better conversations.We still ML. For the most part, we still live our lives as if the elephant is not in the room especially with me not asking R questions,snooping or mentioning the OW or our sitch. The GAL process is working for me but I am starting to actually resent my H. I think about what he has done and I have this "how dare you" feeling to come over me. I feel as it he is somehow "getting away" with the A since neither of us mention it. HOW WILL I KNOW WHEN IT'S OVER IF I DON'T BRING IT UP? I want to ask so badly or take a sneak peek at our phone records. I actually looked at him today with disgust when he kissed me. What is leading to?It's a tormenting feeling. Any advice?
