It is a process JS. Getting rid of stuff and making home your own. It takes time. So don't feel the need to rush and no need to question yourself. You will not come up with a rational answer and you don't need to torture yourself. KD is right things will get better.
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“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”