After some thinking and revisiting the meeting in my head. There was some good that came out of it.
She still has not forgiven me even though she said she did. She mentioned holding a lot of hate and resentment. So of purse she can't see us ever together.
She called me a great dad now. Mentioned she finally like the person I am becoming. Proud of me for all the changes I have made. That I shoked her when I didn't take my computer with me and go on like everything was ok. Was also shoked that I actually went and continue to go to therapy. Didn't think I would want to spend as much time as I do with the kids. She also said she would take me back anytime but it would be to stop me from hurting but it would not be fair to me because she could not love me as a husband.
I don't know these comments to me seem like someone confused on what she wants. But I may be grasping.
M:30 W:31 D:6&1 S:3 Married 9 years 8/8/2012 ILYBNILWY Bomb Dropped: July 2012 Legally Separated: 8/3/2012