Tonight I am doing just this. Feeling so much better. I had my first photo shoot in months today and it reminded me that I have a good life. I don't need a man to make me happy and what my H is doing is despicable and I truly believe he will be really sorry one day that he let me go. I have these dark moments and I have so many great people that help me snap out of it. Thank you all so much!
I really, really need to just keep myself busy. When I know I'm going to have some down time, I need to plan something and get out.
Also, H actually moving in with OW was killer. I couldn't believe he would actually do it. Something somewhere somehow is going to bite him in the butt and knock him off his feet someday. People do not do these types of things to other people (important people in their lives) and live blissfully happy forever after. It just doesn't work that way.
But honestly, I'm not focused on him anymore... at least not tonight. My focus is on me and my kids and my work. I have been blessed. This situation is just a huge stumbling block that I have to keep getting up from. But eventually it will be smaller. And I won't fall as hard.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
