The sad thing is that I don't know my wife enough anymore to really know her reaction. She just seemed kinda confused and laughed it off. To clarify, it's not like I never acknowledged my wife beauty. Maybe not enough? Not the right time? Don't know. I think that's why she had the EA and moved out months ago. She would always get down on herself and I would always listen and reassure her that she was the most beautiful women in the world to me.
Somewhere along the way however I stopped SHOWING HER. Physical touch and sex became less often. She of course blames me for not instigating sex, she never did as well. She never saw or understands that financially, work, and other that I was stressed and therefore didn't feel respected. ( can elaborate later) since I didn't feel respected, Often times I didn't feel like being intimate.
