Keep breathing...

[hopefulinga]

I missed you while you were gone, LA. Right now, I'm not the one to say stay positive, but try. Don't start being like me and make a bunch of assumptions.

There have been times my H has been gone and he hasn't called D, who he says is the most important thing in his life, and I've done the "who's he with" stuff in my brain. It is very destructive and then you can become paranoid about positive interactions with other women, when you're feeling like crap.