Had a couple talks with h about my leaning toward separation. Thats what I have decided yet I'm scared he won't go. h wanted to give it til the end of the week. In talking with him he says he is messed up but no apology for talking to ow. Said I was wrong to snoop and then said it was wrong for him to talk to her. I think it's more than talking.No remorse that I can see. Doesn't seem upset that I want to separate. He talked about the cost. But I don't want to be in the same bed now.
I'm scared. Why the hell am I scared? I told my girls because they know about the A. They will be fine. talked about marriage problems and H isn't going to budge on changing how he lives sort of independant of us.
