Finally made it through all of your posts and cant say enough how much I admire our strength, determination and passion through all of this. I learn a lot from you and from those that are helping you.
I know our situations are different, but you have been a huge aide to me especially as I try to get my sea legs in the early stages here.
I am not vet and no expert but I agree with Arsene that your wife does not seem checked out -- perhaps even less than mine at this point and I admire how much energy you are putting into changing yourself and remain patient. It is inspirational.
You are in my thoughts and prayers and I look forward to the tremendous progress you continue to make on you.
M:44 W:41 M: 12 yrs W's EA began 3/12 Somewhere between WAW and MLC Still in same house